Nursing


Monday, 13 November 2017

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah for another chance given. May Allah ease the path for the next step(s).

Meanwhile, no more sit back, relax and enjoy. Time to brush my speaking, debating, and public speaking skills. It has been a while since last I actively involved with that kind of activity. I think it was during my matrik time kot. Haha.

Anyway, let's hope I gain more knowledge and confidence level after this. I lost my confidence level a lot during my medical school year though (sebab asyik kena marah taktau macam-macam I ended up menikus kat belakang haha thank God I graduated!).

Till then, please pray for me! Toodles!


-adios-

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Saturday, 4 November 2017

EXAM

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah. Done with exam today. Harap-harap ada la rezeki kali ni, InsyaAllah. Work hard, pray hard.

Cakap pasal rezeki, selalu kadang-kadang terpikir. Kawan-kawan sebaya banyak bersungut, bila la nak kawen, bila la nak ada anak, bila la nak itu, nak ini. Well for me of course bila la nak kerja stable haha. But then I came across this sentence while reading somewhere I forgot, so the sentence goes like this, "Rezeki tak pernah tersalah alamat". Personally, I do agree with this phrase.

So the following are the situation that always happen regarding rezeki.  

1. Bila la nak kawen? : This question often asked by my closed friend, most of them were friends in uni. So I told them, look at what you have now. Most of them are doctors, dentists, pharmacists, they have stable job, own car, house, and lovely family. That is their rezeki, atleast for now. Just be grateful, rezeki kawen dapat jodoh baik-baik insyaAllah satu hari nanti Allah akan datangkan jugak. Jangan risau, jodoh takkan terlambat atau tercepat, Allah akan bagi bila tiba waktu yang sesuai. 

2. Bila la nak ada anak/nak tambah anak? : Again, look at what you have now. Most of them are the same cases like number 1. Again, be grateful. Pasti Allah nak datangkan dengan keturunan anak-anak yang soleh. Just keep praying and yakin rezeki anak akan ada satu hari nanti. Jangan risau, rezeki anak Allah akan bagi bila Allah tahu kita betul-betul dah sedia. This is what I keep reminding myself after I had a miscarriage long time ago. And, it helps me to calm and relax.

3. In my case, bila la nak kerja? This sometime makes me pressure, stress and even think that I am not capable of anything, in other word LOSER. I chose to resign three years ago. Of course before that I think wisely(even some think I didn't). But the thing is, qada and qadar happened for reasons. No one knows after few months of resignation, my husband was assigned to sail to Lahad Datu, and when thinking about that, gila ke houseman sorang-sorang kat Manjung tu without even my family around. That is only one reason. So many more I chose not to write it here. However, back to the topic. I don't have a car, a house or even a stable job. But Allah blessed me with a kind husband, and super lovely kids. So this is my kind of rezeki, for now. 

4. The kind of you got all what you want : this usually happened to people who are super duper kind that Allah makes all things easy for them, even if they were tested with lots of challenges. Or either to people who doesn't deserve that but Allah still give what they want to test them. The second one is hell scarier. Hurm.

After all I believe I need to work hard to find a stable job. I did and I pray everyday that Allah will make a way for me. But then if I got nothing in return, I believe Allah's decision is the best. Or maybe I don't really work hard towards it, but one thing for sure I won't give up. And i hope this spirit stays till forever.

Whatever mine and your situation are, lets always believe rezeki takkan pernah tersalah alamat. Rezeki takkan pernah terlambat, tercepat, bila mana Allah kata kunfayakun, takde sape boleh deny. Just keep pushing, work hard and pray hard. Solat dhuha is a must. I pray to all my readers that Allah will make things easy for you too in whatever you do and you want. InsyaAllah, ada rezeki ada la tu - ni ayat favourite Pokcik.

Till then, toodles!


-adios-


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Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Panasss

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni panas, sepanas hatiku. Hwahaha. Zaheen lompat dari atas kerusi ke atas belakang aku. Gila sakit belakang aku wuaaaaaaa. Dah la dia baling fish dia belakang rak tv. Naseb ko la fish, berenanglah dikau di lautan habuk.

So... This weekend boleh la claim massage session satu, Pokcik belanja. Anak dia gak kan yang lompat tu? Larikkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Ouh and, perhaps less update from me starting today. Started busy studying again and time to focus to my career life. Cewwah.

Doakan cepat-cepat jumpa taska yang elok and jaga anak-anakku dengan kasih sayang macam taska Zaheen dulu. Ameeen.

-adios-

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Sweetest Moment

Assalamualaikum,

I know I already posted something today but I think I need to post this too so I don't forget it later.

So this morning, as I was sitting beside my bed, Zaheen came behind my my back and hugs me and then he said this, "Zaheen sayang Mommy". 

That. 
Was. 
The. 
First!!! 

And I was like whatttt Zaheen cakap apa????? And then he said again "Zaheen sayang Mommy". Awwwwhhhhhh... He was all smiling with her teeth showed by the way.

At the age of 2 years and 3++ months, this would definetely marks a history to my motherhood journey. And of course I turned my face and kiss him back and said, "Mommy loves you too sayang".

I hope he will do this again and again even after he gets married some day. Sobs.


-adios-

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Monday, 30 October 2017

Hujan dan banjir

Assalamualaikum,

Gloomy day today. Hujan all day long. Sejuk je rumahku. Hati pun sejuk. Takde apa yang nak dipanaskan. Hwahwa. Hurm. Terengganu dah start nak banjir now. Menandakan tengkujuh sudah tiba. 

Anyway we went to Pokcik's family dinner with his ATMA Alumni on Saturday night. It was fun and the kids were given a souvenir each one of them. Inside em were notebooks, colouring pencil, balloons and fish pond toys. It's funny to see Zaheen enjoyed a lot playing with the fish pond. And now I am off to fry the fish he caught. 😂




-adios-



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Sunday, 29 October 2017

Destiny

Assalamualaikum,

What a tiring day today. Pokcik went to school for his master class while me and Awa took the kids out for lunch and then to Abg Min's house. Nadzmin cried his lung out entering Abg Min's house and he didn't stop for almost an hour. He did sleep in between but only for 5 minutes and keep crying later on. For whatever reason he cried, I pray to Allah to always protect him. Be it paranormal activity or his health, may Nadzmin gets better soon (I did aescultate his lungs but all clear). Hurm...

Anyway, I planned to prepare Pokcik's uniform tonight but turned out Nadzmin doesn't want to sit with his daddy so I had no choice but to hold him tight. I know my husband hates ironing (we both hate ironing by the way), but he needs to do it anyway because Nadzmin has been really cranky. Poor Pokcik, sorry sayang. Hurm. I often wondering why some girls really love man in uniform. I mean, some of them gets crazy when seeing man in uniform. Some even braver to date them, even they know they are married. Why they never bother to think that actually it is hard to iron the uniform perfectly. Haha. Nak yang good good aja nampak smart etc etc.

Ni aku tulis bahasa melayu. 

Kalau ada species gegirl yang nak menggatal dengan orang beruniform ni spesifically askar la kan, mai la nak cerita sikit. Kehidupan kawen dengan askar ni ko jangan ingat good good macam sayangku kapten mukhriz(wtf) and cerita drama melayu lain. Ini dari pengalaman aku yang tak seteruk wife askar-askar lain. Baru kawen few months, husband dah kena pegi berlayar ke Sabah. Masa tu tak tahu berapa lama. Turned out to be 3 months++ alhamdulillah tak la selama ada sesetengah askar lain yang pegi misi mana-mana. First puasa and raya as husband and wife, we were apart. Yang lagi best, got pregnant and miscarriage both masa husband berlayar. Ko ingat seronok ke tanggung sakit dan sedih sorang-sorang? Harap ada family dekat Alhamdulillah beban tak terasa sangat. Bila dah beranak dua pulak lain ceritanya. Anak sakit teriak tak berhenti, bapaknya masuk hutan. Sekali lagi, ko ingat seronok? Jangan la terpengaruh denga cerita-cerita drama segala tu. Hurm. Itu kisah aku yang baru diuji sedikit. Wife orang lain banyak yang lagi besar dugaannya.

Cuma dugaan paling besar bagi mana-mana wife askar adalah apabila wujudnya golongan malaun yang jenis suka caras laki orang. Apetah lagi bila tengok laki-laki smart beruniform. Ini species otak ada tapi akal takde. Ada la serupa makhluk Allah yang namanya haiwan. Dia tak peduli laki ke bini orang, janji boleh caras. Ini kalau kena kat aku perempuan-perempuan sekalian, aku takkan doakan yang buruk-buruk sebab rasanya didikan agama mak ayah aku bagi dah cukup kot untuk tidak mendoakan keburukan kat orang. Cuma kena ingat satu je, dunia ni bulat, sekali Allah nak suruh ko rasa akibat dari kejahatan yang ko buat kat orang lain, sekelip mata je Allah bagi. 

Sekian lalutan malam. 


-adios-

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Thursday, 26 October 2017

It's raining

Assalamualaikum,

Phew, lebat gila hujan. Budak-budak pun sedap je tido nampak gaya. Aku je yang tak boleh nak lelap walaupun kepala tingtong. Nadzmin tido asyik terjaga. Lately memang kuat gila menyusu. Pegang badan dia pun terasa makin memberat. Zaheen on the other hand kadang-kadang ok kadang-kadang datang mood terrible two dia aiyo memang pening. Nadzmin pulak memang tak boleh tinggal. Asyik nangis je.

Cakap pasal Nadzmin nangis. Kadang-kadang geram bila ada suara sumbang cakap manjakan sangat Nadzmin sebab tu dia asyik nak dipegang. Hello, siapa yang tahu aku dan keluargaku memang tak la jenis 24H pegang baby. Dah tido confirm letak. Tak tido pun memang ajak main dengan meletakkan diaorang. Tapi kalau dah boring memang terpaksa la pegang. Even dari kecil lagi memang diajar train dieorang untuk belajar bersabar. Yakni membiarkan depa menangis seketika sebelum depa diangkat. The thing is, that didn't work for Nadzmin. Tak caya boleh la tanya mak and adik-adik aku yang ada kat rumah sepanjang pantang. Nadzmin ni kalau tinggal sekejap dia punya meraung tu terjerit-jerit ya bukan nangis biasa. Ini nangis standard berpeluh kepala and belakang badan dia + pucat muka walaupun kadang-kadang tinggal dia jap je atas katil nak pi toilet. Kalau mandi memang kena cepat gila kalau tak memang kesian muka merah berpeluh-peluh meraung. 

Hal tersebut jadi dari masa ketika dia baru lahir sehingga sekarang. So tak ada istilah aku manjakan anak ke apa. Kalau tengok Zaheen dulu pun macam tu, sebelum dia boleh hiburkan diri sendiri dengan pegang toys dan berguling-guling. Bezanya Zaheen tak ada la sampai berpeluh dan merah muka so masih tolerable untuk ditinggalkan sekejap pi mandi siap boleh shampoo rambut segala. Ini Nadzmin kalau masa Pokcik pi kursus hari tu, jangan harap la ada time nak shampoo. Mandi kerbau aje. Huhu.

Aku jadi agak hangin bila orang start pertikai aku cakap Nadzmin nangis meraung sebab dah biasa dipegang. No no no, sejak lahir lagi begitulah raungan dia. Tak berkurang sikit pun. That is why aku tak boleh tinggal lama dia menangis. So harap jangan la dok mengata kalau tak tau apa-apa. At least anak-anak aku kalau dah tido, memang aku letakkan jugak. Takdenya nak duduk atas riba 24H. Dan aku jugak akan pastikan diaorang ada tummy time yang cukup lama supaya dia ada strong head and neck control. Walaupun kekadang bila MIL tengok kena tegur jugak takut baby se'eh perut tapi you know lah the stubborn me selamba je aku menerangkan secara spesific why I did that. Hehe.

So people, sebelum kecam, tanya elok-elok dulu. Ini tak main belasah je sound aku. Padahal aku ni bukan species rajin sangat nak meriba anak 24H haha satu kerja apa pun tak jalan dalam rumah ni kalau tak. Haha.


Sekian luahan bengang seorang Mommy. Till then, toodles!



-adios-  

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Saturday, 21 October 2017

Sleepy Head

Assalamualaikum,

Currently I feel super duper dizzy, tired, and my back hurts so much and my left hand side feels nyutnyut.

Pokcik is back from his UN course and we had a mini birthday celebration for Pokcik. I treat him a birthday cake and let him chose the cake he want (a slice because we don't really eat cake although I love baking them). But in the end Zaheen is the one who finished all those cake before he fell asleep in the car later and woke up feeling super hyper, thus the explanation to my tiredness.

Anyway, Pokcik is acting all weird tonight. He prayed Isya already before we left for Wangsa Walk tonight. But just now after we back home, I saw him prayed again. Hurm. What a weird man. He was once prayed without the shirt on long time ago (he was in real work mess at that time). Whatever it is, make it weird or not, don't worry, I still love you darling. Jangan dok buat pe'el pelik-pelik then we'll se how my love can ruin you badly. Haha.

Okay bubbye it's time for sleep. Teletubbies say Goodbye.


-adios- 

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Wednesday, 18 October 2017

Flying Without Wings

Assalamualaikum,

I'm back. Kids are asleep now and I manage to find a lil time to read what's in my draft. Apparently I did write a few posts but I didn't have courage to post it. But this one, I think I'm going to publish. I wrote this more than 2 years ago. Ironically, I still have that same kind of feeling up until now. Whatever it is, Que sera sera, whatever will be will be. I planned, I tried but if things still not going well, so I know God has better plan for me. And to those who keeps telling/perli me that I don't have any plan blablabla (she dont even read my blog pfft), I hope you will never have to experience what I'm going through, because as far as I'm concern, I have more time to teach and to spend time with my kids more than you. And at least I don't need any helper just to shower my kids everyday. Just please, always be grateful and mind your own family.


Flying Without Wings

Trying so hard
Hold on so tight
Yet things never change
I never change
I cannot change

Heartless
Jobless
Mindless
What else in this world do I deserve?

If only I can be as patient as I could be
If only I can be happy just as happy as others
If only I can throw away this stupid ugly hatred against everything in my deep concious mind
Why do I live like this?

I don't like living in this emotion like others tell me I did
I do everything I could to make things be just like what I imagine
But the thing is
It never will

I am not God to change anything
I can't even handle things on my own
I tried but now I'm tired
Tired to make everything make sense
I prayed a lot even some take it as I'm showing off
And another some think I did not strive for my best
If only they knew how much I tried
If only they knew what I'm feeling deep inside
But after all, who cares?
Oh dear,
What else in this world is left for me?

There are always time when 
I hate when I cannot control myself
I hate when I cannot handle things on my own
I hate when I cannot let people go on their own way
And to top it off



I HATE MYSELF


For being the stupidest ugliest fattest childish child on the earth.



And people don't like me


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Just like the same way I don't like them




Perhaps...
These will work...


Love? I wonder if this solve everything..


I tried but now I'm tired









I know Allah will let this pass



This too shall pass



Have faith Jannah




Just have faith.















-adios-


I Feel...

Assalamualaikum.

Phew, what a long day today. Travel dengan si kecik dua orang ni dan adik-adik back to KL while daddy still in his course. I think I should request for a spa treat from Pokcik. Handling 2 kids alone is fun but hell tiring and not easy too. 

I rarely got time to switch on my laptop nowadays, hence, lack of post. (Eh wait, I even don't have time to properly shampoo my hair, brush teeth etc etc). BUT, I suddenly remember just now that I actually can write/post direct to my blog using email. So here I am, writing again, and please do expect more update from me after this. Hwahwa.

Anyway, Nadzmin is asleep already while Zaheen just fell down from Fawwaz's bicycle and now I am off upstair to do my daily routine -- changing diapers, brush Zaheen's teeth (and mine too), preparing bed, recite Surah and Du'a and not to forget kissing them until they awake again hahaha.

So, I shall see you again in next post. If I'm in the right mood, I probably write again after settling with my kids. Haha.

Till then, toodles.

-adios-    

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Saturday, 22 July 2017

Aidilfitri 2017 and New Baby!

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni 22 Julai 2017. I am supposed to deliver my baby today. Haha. Yes, my EDD is on this date, same date with my big brother's birthday, Pok Keng. However, Alhamdulillah, at 38 weeks ++, Tuesday, on 11th July 2017, I safely delivered my second baby boy via SVD, 12.41 AM, birth weight at 3.15kg. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. This is equal to 17 Syawal 1438H. We named him Muhammad Nadzmin bin Mohd Faizul, which means Cahaya yang Terpuji.

I never write about my first experience delivering my first born son, Zaheen. So today I wanna write one. Who knows one day my kids will find out my blog kan hwahwa.

Zaheen.
I started my contraction on early morning 2 July 2015, just before sahur. I went to toilet and found out there's a blood spot. So now I know I will deliver soon, very soon. I cannot concentrate on sleep anymore. I just waited until sahur time, then headed to my emak's room and tell her that I had a minor contraction and a blood spot. Emak said okay just go sahur first then decide when to go to hospital. I decided to sleep after subuh and waited until morning before we go to hospital. 8.30 AM, I took my packed bags, and headed to hospital with Awa and Emak. Awa drop us to maternity A&E HSNZ, and I checked in there. By that time contraction is still mild. About 20-30 minutes at a time. Checked for opening and its only 2cm, so they sent me to the ward first. Long story short, at 9PM, my contraction become severely hard, and I couldn't bear it anymore. Ask the nurse to check my opening, and that time it's already 5cm. So they pushed me down to the labour room. I asked for epidural, at 11PM, the anaesth team came, checked on me, and started on epidural. 12 AM 3rd July 2015, the nurse called my husband into the labour room. The epidural worked hell really well that I don't even feel a thing. My contraction went away like pffffttt taddaaaaa, and I can sleep really well at that time HAHAHA. 4am, the nurse checked on me, the opening was 8cm still that time, but the head was already there and asked my husband to go sahur and subuh first. Around 6.30AM, my husband came back, and the nurse checked on my opening, it's already 10cm, so they prepared for my delivery. 7.20AM, they looked at my CTG, and asked me to push whenever the CTG showed there's a contraction because I can't feel any contraction. I forgot how many times I pushed, but Alhamdulillah after few times pushing, my baby is finally out at 7. 35 AM. They did episiotomy on me as well, and did the stitches but due to the strong epidural, I didn't feel anything. Everything's settled, and I am back to the ward, and that evening, I checked out the hospital and went back home. :)

Nadzmin.
9 July 2017, before sleep as usual I texted my husband goodnight and everything. That night rasa macam ala-ala nak sakit senggugut, so I texted my husband "Standby la esok pg takut ayg nk beranak⁠⁠⁠⁠" and later I fell asleep. 2.30 AM, I feel like peeing so I went to toilet and found out a blood spot. Only after that I realized I actually had a very minor contraction. I texted again my husband and told him about that, and continued my beauty sleep. Around 4.30 AM, the contraction started to harden. So I texted again my husband, no reply (of course la mamat tu tengah sedap tido haha). And I texted my emak as well. But this time really, I feel more relax, maybe because I know what to expect. I decided to go to hospital in the morning since the contraction at that time was only 10-15 minutes at a time. So that morning, I went to my cafe to sent money, sent Zaheen to school, and went to Giant. The main purpose is to walk and walk and walk to accelerate my opening. However, when I went back home, the contraction became less strength and I decided to wait until my husband arrived from KL. My husband went back to Terengganu around 11AM after he settled passing over his works to his officemate. Around 4.30PM, I picked Zaheen up from school and when I came back home, daddy Zaheen is already there. Since the contraction at that time still 10-15 minutes, I decided to wait still until Zaheen fall asleep that night. Around 9.15PM, the contraction became stronger in strength and became faster in duration, it was about 5 minutes per contraction at that time. So siap-siap Zaheen, salin pampers and put him into sleep. At 10.30PM, my husband sent me to HSNZ. Checked in the maternity A&E, and two HOs came and checked my opening, 5cm already, so they sent me direct to labour room. That was at 11.45PM. Checked in labour room, another HO checked my opening, 6cm. I request for epidural, but at that time, I don't think they would cater me that since the progress for the cervix opening is faster if you are not a primid(first child). And yes, they said it would be complicated if they want to request epidural to anesth team since they need to do the blood investigation first blablabla so the asked me if I wanted to cancel taking epidural, so I said yes. So they broke my water, and guess what. The contraction became harder and stronger. My husband came in, and of course la tangan die jadi tempat genggaman terkuat, sakit siot. HAHAHA. Sempat lagi cakap rasa nak gigit je tangan dia. Hwahwa. After around 3 times of super pain contraction, the fourth one I cannot even stand it anymore. Turned my face to my husband baru teringat, eh lupa minta maaf HAHA. So dengan kesakitan tu rasa macam nak nangis dah, terus cakap "Sorry abang". And at that time contraction tu aku dah start guling-guling and cakap adoi lama lagi ke nak kena rasa sakit ni and suddenly rasa macam nak terberak HAHAHA. Terus cakap rasa macam nak meneran, nurse cepat-cepat suruh pusing duduk in lithotomy position(sebab sebelum tu dok mengiring ke kiri). And suddenly jugak my labour room was flood with nurses + midwives + doctors. So dieorang pun macam tengah bagi sokongan moral kat sukaneka kanak-kanak ha okay teran je kepala baby dah nampak. Of course la aku meneran sebab memang rasa nak terberak pon haha. Few times teran, then tetibe tak rasa sebab xde contraction. So, amek nafas, baiki position jap. Within few seconds, rasa contraction, meneran sekali dan alhamdulillah selamat kuar baby at 12.41 AM 11 July 2017. Haha. Macam best je berak kuar baby. HAHAHA. Then macam biasa la tunggu placenta keluar then jahit pulak. This one takde episiotomy but kena first degree tear + labia tear. Jahit tu masyaALLAH, lagi sakit dari contraction. First anak tak rasa apa sebab on epidural. But whatever it is, ALHAMDULILLAH semua dah selamat. 

So now, I'm a mother of two boys. Hehe. Alhamdulillah. Bermulalah cabaran hidup berkeluarga dua anak. Tabik spring mak aku boleh beranak 8. HAHA. Anyway, just for the record, contraction pain yang aku rasa this time is actually less hurt than masa beranakkan Zaheen. Masa pregnantkan Zaheen, aku minum VCO - virgin coconut oil a.k.a minyak kelapa dara. I was warned by few persons, it will make your contraction stronger, but your cervix opening will be delayed, and guess what, MEMANG BETUL PUN. That's what happen in my case masa beranakkan Zaheen. The contraction I felt masa Zaheen memang sangat-sangat sakit even before epidural. Sakit dia memang menggila macam nak tercabut pinggang. But the opening progress memang very, very slow. So masa second pregnancy ni, I avoid dari minum apa-apa minyak. Just regularly minum AIR KELAPA sebab memang suka and takde masalah pun. And hasilnya Alhamdulillah contraction pain tetap sakit, but bearable unless yang sebelum meneran tu memang sakit gila takleh tahan. HAHA. So lesson learnt, NEVER drink VCO masa pregnant. Iklan-iklan kata baby licin, mudah bersalin tu semua SAMPAH. Zaheen dulu pun takde la licin sangat, Nadzmin pun tak licin. Of course la vernix tu ada bukan disebabkan oleh minum VCO ke tidak. Lagi lama pregnant, lagi kurang vernix kat baby nanti.

Anyway, that is MY story. Saja tulis so that if ever I forgot, boleh tengok balik. Hihi. Thanks to Allah, husband, emak ayah, family and all the superb HSNZ staffs for helping me out during delivery. Untuk sesiapa yang nak beranak, I wish you all the best. And it is still not too late to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin.

Here's one picture of my precious second born son, Muhammad Nadzmin.






-adios-



Tuesday, 13 June 2017

Ramadhan & Syawal

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni dah hari ke 18 Ramadhan, alhamdulillah masih berkesempatan merasai Ramadhan this year. This week marks my 34 weeks pregnancy as well. So far, alhamdulillah takde apa-apa masalah and tak tinggal puasa lagi. Except for day 1 puasa, masuk Zohor je dah selamat muntah hijau. Haha. Tapi puasa tetap diteruskan.

Anyway, puasa ni jadual rutin dah berubah. I took a month leave. So here I am with my husband, melayani beliau di bulan puasa. Kesian pulak sahur and buka puasa sorang-sorang. Tahun lepas dah la half puasa kat Mongolia. Haha. This year dapat puasa full with my husband, alhamdulillah. So rutin harian adalah masak, masak dan memasak. Masak sahur, masak kat Zaheen untuk lunch, masak berbuka pulak. Kadang-kadang kalau rajin masak moreh. Tapi masak moreh tu jarang sangat, sebab hari-hari Zaheen ajak keluar lepas terawikh. Mostly hari-hari drive through McD and jalan-jalan area tengah KL ni hwahwa.

Zaheen pulak lepas lama duduk dengan daddy ni dia start makan banyak. Bukan banyak je, start makan sayur sekali haha. I never knew dia suka sayur sebab selama ni kalau letak sayur, dia buang. Rupanya itu adalah tindakan meniru mommynya sebab mommynya konfem buang sayur-sayur dalam pinggan. Haha. To my surprise, bukan stakat sawi and carrot je die makan. Dengan kacang panjang pun die ratah macam tu je ikut daddy dia. Haha... Sebelum ni kalau bagi sayur mesti dia puek balik taknak sayur. Now dah terbalik dok asyik mintak sayur. Good for him anyway. Macam-macam.....

So... Disebabkan dah jarang update blog. Di kesempatan ini daku ingin mengucapkan Selamat Berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan dan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Minta maaf kepada yang pernah terluka mahupun terasa dengan aku zahir dan batin. Yang tak reti-reti minta maaf dengan aku sejak buat salah dari dulu, cepat-cepat minta maaf ya. Jangan dok buat senyap macam takde pape pernah berlaku. Dosa woo. Kalau mati tak sempat mintak maaf, sia-sia je. Ooops, sape yang makan cili dia la yang rasa pedasnya. Hahahaha...

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Kareem
&
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Ikhlas dari Anna, Joey, Zaheen & Baby


Okay bai.


Till then, toodles!


-adios-

Wednesday, 5 April 2017

Anniversary The Third

Assalamualaikum,

Late update for our third anniversary. Hwahwa.

Alhamdulillah. 3 years living together with one kid and another one coming soon in July. Alhamdulillah for everything.

So much I've learned from these 3 years. And I hope our love will forever bloom InsyaAllah.

I love you so much husband. :)






-adios-



Wednesday, 29 March 2017

Zaheen at school

Assalamualaikum.

Hihi. Pejam celik pejam celik it's almost one year since hantar Zaheen ke taska. So far, dia sangat okay kat taska tu. Dan dia ada this one favourite teacher yang memang dia selesa and sayang. Nowadays dah tak nangis kalau nak pi school. Ada satu ketika masa cuti lama, dia meragam tak nak pi school punya pasal. Tapi now masuk pintu taska pun dah tak sabar. Mommy pun dia pandang sebelah mata je. Siap bubbye lagi. Sobs.

Anyway, these are photos Zaheen at school. Macam-macam aktiviti dia buat. Tu yang suka sangat gi school tu. Now dah pandai one two three, A B C and Alif Ba Ta. Very clever boy. 

Layan~~~

Ni masa main apa ntah...







Ni pulak masa main susun numbers...



Ni belajar sebut huruf vokal...




Ni belajar mengaji iqra Alif Ba Ta...




Ni hari ni punya aktiviti. Cari jeli dalam tepung... Last-last die yang bertepung banyak skali. Haha...




































Hihi. Thank you Taska Cilik Pintar. Tak sia-sia bayar bulan-bulan kalau aktiviti penuh macam ni and kebajikan terjaga. Pernah juga Zaheen balik kena gigit dengan kawan, tapi biasa la. Duduk taska mana-mana pun macam tu. Natural perangai budak. Haha. As long as immunisasi inject penuh, insyaAllah don't have to worry about Hep B ke apa kalau kena gigit pun. Hehe.

Now will start planning nak celebrate birthday dia kat taska July ni. Haha. Excited lebih. Ye la masa tu perut dah buyung malas nak pikir. Baik pikir sekarang je. Nanti boleh pikir adik Zaheen plak. Hihi.


Till then, bubbye!


-adios-

Monday, 13 February 2017

Fabulous Feb!

Assalamualaikum.

Yek. I'm in KK right now. Just having my second MOGTT done or in other word "minum air gula", which is the most horrible phase some of you need to get through during pregnancy. And now I'm feeling all nausea and high and urghh i hate this feeling. Anyway, my third pregnancy for my second soon to born child so far is doing good. Nausea is normal nowadays and luckily I did'nt have to go through the vomitting phase yet, for now (my vomitting phase started late in my previous pregnancy).

Zaheen on the other side has been a very good child. I think he is ready to be a big brother. Haha. Whenever he see any babies in the house he will just kiss and kiss and kiss and smiling and heeeeeeeeee and kiss again. The worst he would do to those babies is pulling their socks and run away. It's naughty, but it's cute too. My feeling towards Zaheen is really really sentimental nowadays. Perhaps because he's becoming bigger and smarter and handsomer and all better. Every night he will just cuddle me and make sure his body feel mine until he asleep. He's also completely weaning off breastfeeding by now. Well not really complete as some of the day when he's not feeling well, I kept breastfeeding him anyway.

My husband anyway lately is being all caring and romantic (well, not really but adalah up sket kan haha), which is good. And all the transition he is going through now is also good and I hope we will both be a better person from day to day insyaAllah. Just have faith that everything will be going just fine, just like what I pray for insyaAllah.

So... Why is it again a fabulous Feb? Well.... I don't know. Just be grateful for whatever things that happened, alhamdulillah. And also excited to plan for our next anniversary getaway, but blame the pregnancy hormone, I just feel LAZY to move around nowadays. I just want to stay in bed and sleep sleep sleep.

That's all the carutan(s) for today. Wish me luck for another 1 hour and 45 minutes to my next blood taking. I'm feeling dizzy already. Might sleep here as well. Bye!



-adios-

Tuesday, 3 January 2017

2017

Assalamualaikum,

Tetibe je dah 2017. How time flies... Hwahwa... Anyway, welcome 2017!!! And thanks 2016 for the lessons, experiences, etc etc. 

Sama macam tahun-tahun sebelum ni, I never had any resolution. But i think this year I might come with few resolutions. Hwa hwa.

1. To be a better wife, mommy, daughter and muslim of course.
2. To get a real steady job.
3. To always be beside my little family.
4. To teach and guide my family especially my husband to become a better person too.
5. To have a real planning to afford to own a house, my very first house.
6. To love my child and myself more than anyone else.
7. To shoot whoever come in between to ruin my beautiful little family.
(I wish shooting was legal anyway. Wuaaa...)

Anyway, update about my little Zaheen. He grew up of course. Dah big boy. Easily understand arahan simple. Knows ABC, tapi setakat C je lah haha. Senang nak minta tolong apa-apa sebab dia rajin dan suka kalau suruh buat apa-apa. Still breastfeeding, and eats a lot too. Perut buncit gila. Very active. Gigi dah 10, includes 2 geraham baru tumbuh. Rambut masih macam baby-baby. Sangat suka layan nursery rhymes lately ni. Can recognize orang very well. And last but not least, sangat-sangat-sangat manja dengan Mommy. Tido memang kena peluk je, kalau tak pun dia akan menepek dan make sure anggota badan dia rasa badan Mommy. Nak tengok tv atau buat apa-apa mesti tarik tangan Mommy ajak join skali, kecuali kalau dia tengah main benda yang dia tau Mommy marah. Haha...

Anyway anyhow, I wish everyone a happy new year 2017, and best of luck for every single thing you're doing throughout the year. 

Till then, toodles!


-adios-



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