Wednesday, 2 November 2016

The Lost Life


I had a life. Full of blooming flowers. Sunny day. Smiley face. All day long.



Let's just pretend some thing has never happen.

Keep swimming. Have faith.


Wednesday, 13 July 2016

Selamat Hari Raya AIdilfitri




-Anna Joey Zaheen-

Raya with in laws this year. Alhamdulillah.


Sunday, 29 May 2016

Zaheen oh Zaheen


Today is Sunday. Means that it has been 3 days since Zaheen was discharged from the hospital. Zaheen has been on fever for few days before he get admitted. Last week on Monday, I realized his breathing is not normal, tachypneic, hence, I brought him to the hospital. Thanks to Mama Yaya yang tolong banyak drive pergi hospital even Sakinah pun not really in good health at that time (after Zaheen disharged, Sakinah pulak kena warded. Alhamdulillah hari ni dah boleh discharge)

After check dekat ED, confirm kena warded due to Bronchopneumonia.  Zaheen was a tough boy. He did cry when specialist poked his hand tapi sekejap je then he's okay. Itu pun dah sihat sikit merangkak merata-rata siap ketuk-ketuk kepala Mommy and Daddy lagi dengan tangan keras die tu. Lucky his Daddy boleh amek EL. Terus drive early morning the next day and temankan kami all the time at hospital. Alhamdulillah.

Today Zaheen is doing better. However, still kena pi neb dekat mana-mana GP. Esok kena pi follow up lagi kat hospital. Takpe, janji anak Mommy cepat baik ye sayang. Love you so much son.

Anyway, thanks to Dr. Saleh and all staffs of Kuala Terengganu Specialist Hospital for being helpful. May Allah bless you all, insyaAllah. :)

Zaheen after branula poked by Dr. Saleh.

Dah sihat sikit kita layan lagu.

Dah discharge Zaheen kena sambung kerja.


Monday, 23 May 2016

Busy Bee


Phewww. Alhamdulillah for the life You give us today ya Allah. Life has been good, lately. Slowly running a cafe which will be opened after Raya insyaAllah. Patiently learn everything I need to learn now. Meet new people, new environment and totally new experience. Well, it's good to go through this, out from sick people, lots of books and of course, less arrogant people.

After all, rezeki is not depends on your degree. You learn so hard during degree time and you hope you can live your dream, yet end up not really like you plan. Some people will say you waste your time a lot for studying things that you don't even need to use for work. But little will realize that NO knowledge is a waste. 

Let's pray everything will go just totally fine. Planning to move on to the next level of study too. But still finding out if research thingy is good for me or not. But thinking if it comes to microscope, bestnyaaaaaa! I love working with microscope. HAHA.

Anyway anyhow. The monthly husband is now killing me a bit. Just so lucky to have Zaheen along to company me all the time. 

Taktau dah nak tulis apa. Bubbye.

Zaheen's first swim experience in a real pool.

With my cheeky boys. Love you both!


Thursday, 24 March 2016

22 March 2016


22 March 2016, Alhamdulillah. 2 years living with my husband and very blessed to have my son along with us. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Despite of having one tough road with my career, Alhamdulillah Allah blessed me with lots of other blessing.

Dear husband, I hope our blessed marriage never ends and will stay forever. Please bear with me and accept me for what I am today as I will forever do the same to you. I love you forever.

Dear son, I love you.

Alhamdulillah for every blessing ya Allah.

Eternal love,
Your lovely wife.


Monday, 18 January 2016



Hrmmm. It has been 1 year and 3 months since I submitted the documents. Went to SPA to discuss anyhow, it didn't seem like I will get any place in one month time. Haish.

Should I wait for the call? Should I search for another job? Should I start my own brand and expand my business further? Should I apply for master and be a lecturer? Or maybe should I start working with my own family?

Too many things to think. Haish.

And my little Zaheen sleeps for almost 2 hours already. I wonder what time he will be going to wake up and sleep back tonight. Huaaaaa.

Jangan la ajak main tengah malam Zaheen oiii.....

Okay Bye......... (Frozen song - Do you want to build a snowman is playing)


Welcoming 2016


Hai lembaran baru Januari 2016. Alhamdulillah seganjak lagi tahun bertambah. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan.

Ahhh, it feels so good to be in this new year, another year to treasure, yet with the same mission, vision and of course, hope.

This January marks the fifth year of my blog. Well, this version of blog. Because I deleted my previous blog due to several reasons. I thought no one read my blog nowadays since I rarely post anything here, until last week, my husband received a message from someone. And due to that, I deleted some of my content on my previous aqiqah post. The only reason I did that is because of I don't want to ruin somebody's business or whatsoever.

If you are one of those readers who had been following me for a long time, I wrote lots of review of any events that I went through. Especially on my important day such as my engagement, solemnization, my reception, my husband's side, and of course, aqiqah. Those REVIEW I wrote I stated my comments too. If anything good, I will write it and recommend, BUT if it's not, then I will also write and comment about the services. It's a review for God's sake, it has a good and bad side, and people have their right to do that.

BUT apparently, to some people, my review about their services makes their business ruined, due to some so called "viral" thingy which I didn't find anything about it anyway on google, either on facebook. But I deleted my content anyway because my initial intention is just to write a solid review. Sometimes I wonder what it'll be IF someone popular, famous write an honest review about you on blog, instagram or even FB. Would you still feel they want to ruin your business, or they are actually giving you space to improve yourself? Think about it. Again.

Some people might think they are just good like others, but the thing is, you gotta face the fact that sometimes, you made mistake, and you can't fix it anyway because you know what, the TIME WILL NEVER COME BACK. All businesses need criticism to move forward. And if you cannot face it and scare of the risk you are taking, then don't do any business.

Nevertheless, to anyone who read my blog, I would like to say, thank you for dropping by and have a nice day. Keep your attitude POSITIVE and improve yourself if you want to impress people.

That's all for today. Thank you for reading.

p/s : Please do not dare to SLANDER my family. We don't do cursing, especially my in laws. Sesungguhnya FITNAH itu lebih besar dosanya dari membunuh. Sekian.


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