Saturday, 6 September 2014



Marriage shouldn't be done to satisfy one's own heart and needs with the love of another, in fact it is a way to seek a companion with whom you will worship Allah Subhanahu Wa Taa'la. A partner who will guard you from the whisperings of Shaytaan, who will give you access to enter another spiritual level through that love.

The desire and need to seek these things in Allah's name, to ultimately get nearer to The All Mighty, are what we should marry for, and with these intentions, our marriages will in'sha'Allah be the bringer of peace and contentment into our lives. Marriage in its purest form is the most beautiful of all things, and can't be broken if it is done with the intention to seek Allah's pleasure and to grow in every step together towards Him. This pure form is the coming together of two souls, which intertwine to almost become one, and as soon as we take that step, our soul crosses almost into another realm. Subhan'Allah. The sacred bond between a husband and wife who center everything around Allah's commandments is the most treasured and blessed of all things.

When the spouses know and follow the fundamental Islamic values of marriage, then they will understand their roles and duties towards each other. To guide whilst being guided by their spouse too. This way any disagreement will easily be dispelled by the beauty of Islam, and disappear as quickly as it appeared. Spouses must walk hand in hand helping each other to be the best possible Muslim. For if we do everything with Allah in mind, there is no way it will forsake us, and with this in mind in'sha'Allah a relationship will prosper.

-credits : iloveAllaah


Thursday, 4 September 2014



I am kind of bored, so I randomly start scrolling on my previous posts. And I found this.

It was on April 2011. Where at that time I had a so called a riot-chaos-stupid kind of relationship. Where at that time my age is just 21. Everyone knows at that age, we are still considered as kids. And seriously, I wrote about my wedding day at age like that? HAHA. I didn't realize I am that FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA (Some might think that 21 is OK to think about marriage but still, I THINK IT'S FUNNY HAHAHA). Relationship at that age is considered as bull shit, well, at least for me. Cause at that time, people come and go, and for some, I am just a toy. Well, I let that go already.

I actually came to the idea to actually read back what I wrote because my blogger friend tagged me something on Instagram, which made me want to see back (feeling2 throwback HAHA) what I went through all these years. For some reason, I came across my blogger-friend's blog who actually had passed away on August 2011. It actually brings me back to memory when I was still writing in my previous blog, which now I already delete for some stupid reasons.

My blogger friend, S, had actually give me some memories. Memories that somehow I cannot forget. How he actually waited for me at the airport just to meet me because he did something that made me crazily mad (I bet you don't want to see me mad cause you will see a different crazy woman inside me appears when I am mad HAHA), without he actually knew my exact arrival time. And for the record, I did see him waiting at the Coffee Bean, but yes, I just walked away as my heart was badly hurt that time. I did regret on that. Stupid as it sound, yes, IT IS funny when you're dead, people start to listen. Another stories will be a secret which only me, him and Allah knows.

Well, that will also be just some memories to remember, a walk in life that now has ended, but never in my heart. But hey, look at where I'm standing right now. I am happily married with the person I love the most, and what we are planning for the future will be just another history for us to create. And for God sake, isn't that beautiful? To happily married, to enjoy our journey to the end of our life, to have somebody in our heart through thick and thin, to actually have somebody to live and to look after each other. Well, I can't be more grateful for what I'm having, Alhamdulillah.

Above all, why am I writing this? It is just I learnt to actually appreciate people around me, not just because I love them, it is also to avoid me feeling regret like I did before for not appreciating well people who love me. Therefore, what I write now will be just another reminder for me so I will always be reminded of things I never want to feel again.

I've been in sooooo much troubles since early this year. About my job, about my life, about everything. But I do realize that sun will definitely shine after the terrible storm, and the good thing is, the rainbow sometimes will appear too. So, I shouldn't regret on whatever decision I've made, as I believe everything happened for lots of reasons. And I too, believe that I might be doing some mistakes in my life, but that never meant that my life ends terribly like that. As long as I still have Allah in my heart, things will always go right, just sometimes, they love to take a short corner, but it's ok, cause my journey will surely brings me to my destination. It's my destiny, and Allah ensure that. :)

For all of theseeeee, I am sorry as it is just another crap I randomly wrote, and sadly, you guys read it. HAHAHAHA. Till then, bubbye!

p/s : Pardon my grammar, I am NOT an english teacher, even if I am, English teacher makes mistake(s) too. HAHAHA.


I am superglad and superproud for having this man in my life. Only Allah knows how much I love this man.


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