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Monday, 25 August 2014

#30: Music Exception : Lautan - Yuna

Assalamualaikum,

Haha. Second update on Yuna songs today. Apparently, there are total of 4 new songs I just discovered. However, these two songs Langit and Lautan are the most I love!!! HAHAHA...


I dedicate this song to my husband who are now sailing-somewhere-only-we-know dengan ucapan, I love you very muchhhhhhhhhhhh and I miss you.
-Sincerely from, your pretty wife. :p



Jom layan...






Yuna - Lautan 

Cinta ini tanda hati
Aku kau yang punya
Siapa sangka kita berdua
Bersama akhirnya

Oh biarkan ribut dan hujan
Datang menduga aku engkau ada
Oh biarkan seluas lautan
Ku renangi jika aku kau perlukan
Oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada

Tiada cela engkau sempurna
Yang teristimewa
Seandainya tiada istana
Ku mencintaimu seadanya
Yeah

Oh biarkan ribut dan hujan
Datang menduga aku engkau ada
Oh biarkan seluas lautan
Ku renangi jika aku kau perlukan
Oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada

Oh siapa sangka
Cinta yang kita bina
Akhirnya bersemi jua
Oh biarkan
Kerna kini kau ku ada

Oh biarkan ribut dan hujan
Datang menduga aku engkau ada
Oh biarkan seluas lautan
Ku renangi jika aku kau perlukan
Oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada





Dengar lagu ni tetiba teringat Pokcik... I miss my husband... Huaaaaa... Cepat-cepat la balik abang oiiiiiiiiii... Sebulan lagi baru boleh keluar dating. Huaaaaa :'(













-adios-

#29 : Music Exception : Langit #flyinghigh - Yuna

Assalamualaikum. 

So, MAS has released this new song sung by their ambassador, Yuna, together with their short film for Merdeka. Well, they really need some motivation after MH 370 and MH 17's tragedy. Thumbs up for the 9:39 minutes short film. And my favourite part is always the one with those motivational quote. :)

"As many years have passed since our independence, we have the luxury to chase our dreams. However, we shouldn't find fault with each other and only seek for our personal well being without learning from our past. We should always realize we need each other. And whatever our weaknesses, it's never too late for us to help each other to better ourselves. 
STAY STRONG, AND FLY HIGH."






Anyway, listen and feel the lyrics. :)







Langit #flyinghigh - Yuna


I can see the sky
The birds are flying
Clouds are moving by
My heart is light

The moon will be my witness tonight

And my dreams are see myself fly

Terbang

Terbang tinggi 
Walau tanah di kaki
Kan ku cari langit

Terbang

Terbang tinggi awan
Biru menanti
Bersama pelangi

Always thought that I

Could be on my own
But you made me feel alive
And I don't feel alone

The moon will be my witness tonight

Cause in my dreams you and I
We're both fly

Terbang

Terbang tinggi 
Walau tanah di kaki
Kan ku cari langit

Terbang

Terbang tinggi awan
Biru menanti
Bersama pelangi

I can see the sky

Birds are flying









p/s : Lyric based on my hearing. Apologize for mistake(s).



Damn I really love this song!!!

Well, it's YUNA.



-adios-



Thursday, 21 August 2014

Main masak masak

Assalamualaikum,


Since I've been living my life not so normally these few months, I decided to filled up my husband's tummy with my hand-water (is this a word?).

Whatever it is, I just gave it a try to polish my cooking skill cewwah pfffttt.

So let see what I did...


Siakap Steam

Ikan Kembung Percik Putih



Pocket Doraemon



Lamb Chop with Blackpepper Mushroom Sauce and Mashed Potato




Laksa Penang



Mango Panna Cotta





Ok. Dah jamu mata. Haha.

I also did some others recipe tapi malas nak amek pic. All above were actually my-first-time-dish and Alhamdulillah it turned out well.

So actually hari ni buat lagi Lamb Chop. This time aku ubah sikit recipe Blackpepper Mushroom Sauce tu. Tadi ayah rasa, then, automatically next week, aku dapat tender untuk masak sauce ni masa reunion kawan-kawan dia nanti. Hahahaha... Mari berharap aku tak menghancurkan majlis depa dengan masakan aku. Hahahaha...

Recipe coming up next... Only if aku rajin la. Haha...

For now aku nak tenangkan jiwa jap.

Ok bai.








-adios-









Monday, 18 August 2014

Time like this...

Assalamualaikum


Too many fights
Too many arguments
Too many useless thoughts
That we had

But...

There's a smile
There's a hug
There's a kiss
There's a joke
There's a soul

That I miss
A lot
For no reason

And at time like this
I just wish you were here

Cause no matter what

It is you who I live for
Beside to worship The Most Merciful
Beside to serve who were there to delivered
And to raised me
All this while

And again
At time like this,
I just wish you were here


It is all that I need...
At time like this...





















p/s : I love you...







-adios-

Tuesday, 5 August 2014

Somewhere over the rainbow...

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh oh

Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Oh, somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,
Oh why, oh why can't I?

Well I see trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue
And I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you

I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world world

Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top
That's where you'll find me

Oh, somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I?






-adios-

Monday, 4 August 2014

Raya 2014 - Something Borrowed

Assalamualaikum,

How's your raya everyone? Harap-harap semua enjoy raya...
Alhamdulillah Ramadhan and Syawal this year membawa sangat-sangat-sangat banyak hikmah, pengajaran dan macam-macam  lagi untuk aku.

Too many things happened in these few weeks, which were totally bring me up and down...

It started with a very good news on 25 Ramadhan (23 Julai 2014), for the first time, my UPT shows me a positive result. Happy with that news, I immediately called my husband and he couldn't be the most happiest person on earth hearing that news.

On 29 Ramadhan, I drove my sister's car all alone, 3 hours journey to my in-laws house, just to celebrate my first Raya with them, although without my husband along. It were all good and I did enjoy my Raya with them. On early morning 3 Syawal, I drove back to my house in Terengganu to continue my Eid celebration with my family. Full house, except for my husband, of course. On that night too, I actually find out something inside my body which, another story that I cannot write it here.

On 6 Syawal, I realized there's a brown spotting but I just take it easy as it's a normal thing happening to any early pregnancy. On 7 Syawal, again, another brown spotting, but this time a little bit fresh red colour was there too. So, my emak advice me to seek for medical help, to clinic we went then.

At the clinic, scan semua, and turned out my uterus looks like normal, like no sign of pregnancy. So, the doctor asked me for another pregnancy test at her clinic, which turned out positive too. The doctor asked me if I wanted to refer my case to GH to find out what is happening. The main concern was Ectopic Pregnancy (Kandungan luar rahim). But I refused, and decided to wait and see since I have no symptoms of having an Ectopic pregnancy.

Today, 8 Syawal, as I woke up from my sleep for Subuh, I realized my lower stomach was a little bit cramp, and there's a flow like my normal period flow came out. I called my husband, and the only thing I said was "Baby macam dah xde je", and the rest of a 5 minutes call was just he hearing me cried. Tell me I'm too dramatic, I couldn't care less. 

After half an hour, the cramp became worst, and my emak again, advise me to go to the hospital. So my emak, Awa, and my sis in law Kak Yaya brought me to Emergency Department KTS. They referred me to O&G Specialist. My lower stomach was very, very uncomfortable that time, it feels like a normal period cramp (which I always had severe), but worst than that. I was the first one being called to enter the doctor's room because I was in pain. The specialist scanned my stomach, this time a little bit longer than the previous one I had in clinic. Only after that I knew that my baby was actually gone. My baby was at 5 weeks 5 days today. I know it is still not a real-looked baby but still, it is potentially a baby.

Sad? Yes.
Dissapointed? Yes.
Regret? Yes.
Cry? Yes. A lot.

Tell me how I should feel. I don't care. I am the one who are going through this. And all of these, I went it through without my husband around to hug, to share what I feel. The only thing I can do is telling my husband on the phone, which I must be grateful because he is still there with me even though we are just too far away.

Regret is not a good thing to feel right now. But deep inside, yes I am regretting some things that I have done. I might do too much things that could harm my pregnancy. I might be overtired but I didn't rest well even if I knew I should. I travel a lot and move a lot and play a lot like a normal person even though I know I was pregnant, maybe I should get more bed rest. And many more things I did. But I know above all the things, Kun Fayakun. If Allah wills it, it will happen. I believe in Allah's plan.

Whatever it is, may Allah give me and my husband the strength to go through this, and may our pintu rezeki is opening wide for us after this, InsyaAllah.

Thanks to my family, emak especially for taking a good care of me while my husband not around, and to my husband too for supporting from far. I couldn't feel grateful more to Allah for having these people around me. Alhamdulillah.

And thanks Allah for borrowing me a baby for 5 weeks and 5 days. At least it gave us happiness only You know how it feels, even for a short time. Alhamdulillah.







p/s : I'm sorry husband for being careless...



-adios-






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