Nursing


Monday, 18 March 2013

writing crap(s)

I think I write too much this month. Haha. Not my fault. Since masuk Psychiatry ni, rasa macam asyik nak mengarang cerita. You have no idea how longgggg do we have to write for psychiatry px history taking. Macam mengarang buku cerita kat px's medical record. Haha.

Sigh. I think lately I've been fighting with my own feeling(s). Something is lost inside here, and to make it worse, I don't even know what it is. Hrmmm. 

Maybe because of my study, semakin menghampiri penghujung, semakin banyak dugaan dan kerja yang menimbun. 

Terbaik punya chart.


Or maybe because of my family, walaupun sempat spend masa sekejap dengan family, tapi still rasa tak puas. 


God, I really miss them.


Or maybe because of my love life, semakin menghampiri jalan halal, semakin banyak gangguan syaitan yang tak ingin manusia patuh kepada perintahNya. 


God, i really miss you.


Or maybe, aku sendiri yang kurang dekat denganNya akhir-akhir ini.


Very true, indeed.



Entah lah.

Sometimes, I wrote my blog as if this is my diary. But this is not. I have my own diary in fact, which aku update every... twice a year? HAHAHAHA. Malas gila wa cakap lu.

Why am I talking this crap? Because I think by listening to my px story everyday somehow made me feel... entah lah. Terikut-ikut. Haha. Macam ni ada hati nak jadi pakar psychiatry? TIDAK.

I've been dealing with few things lately. Somehow it is true what people said. "Usia tidak menunjukkan kematangan". I got to agree with that, for some reason. No wonder you told me too many times before, only now I understand, sorry for being so noob. Haha.

And for all things that happened all these while, I got to agree with this too, "You can't make everybody like you, cause you don't even like everybody". Yes. Benar sekali. *sambil angguk-angguk*


People can say everything they want. But hey, I don't care.



Kesimpulannya, aku dah taktau mahu mencarut apa. Aku tensen. Bai.


Aku tensen macam kucing ni.












p/s : And always remember, "Country does not representing their people" too. Eh, ke terbalik?









-adios-






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