Tuesday, 6 September 2011

mix emotion

how to convert thoughts into words? its hard and whatever comes out is not really the thought that i'm thinking.

i'm going back to surabaya tomorrow. knowing that u lost a friend that really care about u a day before u left home is not a small thing. feeling lost, homesick and sad and every single-not-nice-feeling thing is not the best feeling.

crying is not the best option for now. all i need to do is sabar pasrah dan tabah.

but if every day and night before this, he's asking for your day, listening to ALL the things u r saying, (even i know how hurt that would be) and when finally he's gone, what u should really do?

i shouldn't think that much. this is world. every single thing have an end, even LIFE. that's why in Quran, there's a sentence :

 “Maha Suci Allah yang di dalam genggaman kekuasaan-Nya seluruh kerajaan dan Dia Maha Kuasa atas segala sesuatu. Yang menciptakan mati dan hidup untuk menguji kamu siapakah di antara kamu yang paling baik amalnya dan sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mulia lagi Maha Pengampun.” (Surah Al Mulk: Ayat 1)

Therefore, i have to face this thing, no matter how hard it will be.

"Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear…” (Al-Baqarah 2:286)

Stay strong!

إِنَّا لِلَّهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهَ رَاجِعُوْنَ
Sesungguhnya kita milik Allah dan kepada-Nya kita kembali.”

Al Fatihah to Syaiqkal Hashfee bin Adam Syariff (01011988 - 29082011)


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